LET'S START THIS AGAIN

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Okay....
You might have noticed my gallery has been getting rather...light

I lost the ability to collect payment... in this journey, I have lost my patreaon, my kofi, even got kicked out of tumbler. Etc. etc...it has been a wild ride and thanks to all of you I was able to draw whatever I wanted and was able to build a life.

You have no idea how many times I have thought about how lucky i am to be able to say..i'm a professional artist and i'm able to do something i genuinely care about for a living

THANK YOU SO MUCH

i don't want this to feel like a eulogy at a funeral and i'm not the sentimental type so i'll just keep it as brief as i can^^;

i want to continue to be an artist...but i just don't have it in me to keep doing the usual loli stuff i do anymore, it's getting harder and harder to justify this to myself, not just cuz i keep getting kicked out of places but i have been wanting to break out of this box i put myself in a long time ago.

you might find it weird but...i'm not obsessed with loli, i drew it cuz i wanted to..but damn, i like to draw other things too, i really want to tell stories, characters and become a mangaka

what happened was unfortunate, but honestly, it's something i have been expecting to happen for quite sum time now, and i'm so happy it lasted so long,
but...it's time to move on

i will still draw NSFW, just not anything i need to censor, and lolis, mostly cute SFW
i will still take commissions but can't be associated with loli anymore
i will open up a brand new subscribe star and quite possibly keep my fanbox running for as long as i can
(thank you to the friend that helped me out with that^^)
and i will still continue to post here and promote everything i do

changing is never easy, and having to delete my whole gallery...for the second time, on pixiv....it's not a great feeling

those are years of my life, events, great comments i just wiped out, it will take sum time to heal
but i don't want to pout, or bitch about it, i'd rather just move on and do what i want
i just hope people will continue to support me and enjoy what i produce moving forward

so it doesn't just vanish, i have set up a link to download a MEGA PACK on my fanbox!
containing every single piece of i have ever done since 2019, including doujins and such, for free

i can't keep it up for ever (that's what she said) so download before the end of the month
https://borntodie.fanbox.cc/

i'm trying to see this more as an opportunity then a loss and i'm super excited to start telling ARI and REM'S story and any other weird idea i got rolling in my head

i'll post any links to new pages, streams, galleries etc here and hope to see you there^^
AGAIN, THANK YOU SO SO MUCH